Die Young and Save Yourself

No hope

Wow, did not think today through at all.

Every choice I made was the wrong one. I know usually for me it’s likely I’ll mess up most things, but it’s a sad day when I can’t even tell what will hurt me anymore. 

It’s like everything is a coin flip.

Heads: It’ll hurt Evan

Tails: It won’t

Nothing and no one is safe anymore it seems. Unconsciousness is really the only safe place. And even that has its terrors, but at least those are not real no matter how much they can make you sweat and sob.